Self Improvement

Take me for example, I am 26 years old and a full time proud mum to a lovely 5 year old girl Tonia. I got it all going on, it seems to most people. I am strikingly beautiful, I have a very supportive family, a boyfriend who adores me and would do anything for me what more would I want? INNER PEACE!

Deep down inside, I am a troubled soul. I feel wasted, I feel like a failure, the pressures of life are starting to really weigh me down. I am struggling with a temper that is out control, that makes me hurt the people that love and care for me the most, to an extent that sometimes I just want to sit and be left alone. It feels like I have these savage demons inside of me hell bent on destroying me and everything I have.

I have been in out of alcoholic phases, two years back I was out of college due to the same.. I would wake up in the morning, drink gin and tonic,at the time Tonia was just 2 years old, I probably had postnatal depression, I don't know but I would feed her, clean her as I sipped my drink and black out at 2 pm every single day for 2 whole years. I'd wake up at 6pm and fix myself another drink, a strong one to make sure I was out again by 10pm! It was so bad that I almost dropped out of college, I never left the house, my appearance deteriorated and I lost so much weight my neighbors thought I had AIDS! I was at worst, the lowest point of my life. I felt useless, a disgrace, I just wanted to die..

Did I give up?? NO!! One day I woke up, looked at Tonia And she smiled this 2 teeth priceless smile, my heart melted up inside. That moment changed my life. There and then I decided that I would give that angel the best! I picked myself up, made up my mind and started to change. It was a slow, painful process... with ups and downs and difficult because no one wanted to believe I had really changed. I quit the drink, got back my appetite, spent quality precious moments with Tonia and learnt how to love myself all over again. There was no stopping me, and there still isn't. The moment I set my mind to change nothing could shake me. I went back to school and am in the final year of my Mechanical Engineering Degree Course!

No matter what you are going through, no matter how deep in the pits you think you are, you can overcome everything by simply picking yourself up and getting a positive attitude. Believe in yourself, really believe and have this unshakable positive attitude about yourself and what you want to achieve, feel it in your bones and don't let anything stop you!! There is no situation that comes in your life that you cannot handle. The er you discover this the faster you will succeed. No matter how many times you fall, pick yourself up, dust yourself and try again. I did it, what about you? Will you do it??

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